Praying for a better outcome

Ok our Internet is now down so I'm posting from my phone. The nurse on-call called back and our ped. said for us to come into the office tomorrow. Was a little frustrated and debating going on to the E.R. when our Neurologist called us himself from home. He said "I'm sorry to tell you this but I think they're seizures" he then went on to say (and confirm our fear) he thinks they are Infantile Spasms. We have to be at the hospital at 9:00 AM to be worked in for an EEG he said depending on what the EEG shows, we will probably be admitted to the hospital to be started on shots. I can't quit crying because he said these are the worst kind of seizures a baby can have.